Long Long Time...

Long time din come back to my own blog ady
cause im lazy to record something happen
as usual

quite a lot thing that happen while im out of blog world
first thing is about that competition i've join
{ My Young Star Search 2009 }
the result was shock for me
cause i get champion on final
really an unexpected result right??
it was so sudden for me

anyway really happy to meet new friend in that competition
they all are good and nice person WAHAHA
im not going to forget you all
will always remember how we name someone
always remember the fun of going to Malacca for recording theme songs
always remember the time we past by
always remember everything we done b4

next monday going to meet you guys again!!Wuhu!!~~excited!!haha
cause Vivian parents treat us for dinner~hahaha really really thank so much!
Sakura that at Imbi Road haha
sure will enjoy the dinner with you guys~~haha

anyway
Year Holiday mood are all around me
Christmas and CNY is coming!!!
so i can feel the joy
and make me spend a lot of money these few day...T.T
i been shopping on web and buy some cloth on web Cost like RM150
then yesterday been to ara damansara FullHouse having dinner with friend
friend invited cause they getting married this 27th
so they giving the invitation card to us
well the food of full house are really really extremely nice
almost every dish are nice
especially they tiramisu WAO~~RM7.90 are Not expensive with that taste HAHA
(stop counting if not i will die while see those number WAHAHA)

Having primary school friends gathering last weekend
it fun but i got sick after that day LOL

this saturday a Christmas party at wangsa maju
Yeah I like christmas
My Friend Pls Remember that Christmas is my big day
WAAHAHAHAHA

Still thinking what to do while christmas eve
must do something memorable cannot make any blank on that day!!!Should Should!!!

Now what im facing are actually another crossing road
Taiwan have approve my apply
and i get a album contract from that competition
which way i should go?
still thinking
Hope i can get what i want at last!!
Hope everything goes fine~haha..

Jia you Jia you!!!

Eugene
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...Sad Leh...

Recently in bad mood
feel like losing a lot of things
My money
Friend Ship
Confident
or even more then these kind of thing

i cant said why im feeling sad now
cause i really don know
even i know have something happen to me
but im not sure issit that "thing"
was the main point of my emotion...
and just now my spec spoil
ARH!!!!!!!!!
Im REally BAD LUCK FOR THESE DAY!!!!!!!
WHY!!!T.T

My Spec...
My Money...
hope after this kind of bad thing on me
will bring the really luck for me pls...
anyway try to be happy...

Eugene
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27 Oct 2009...

Saturday
As usual have class at halo forest
still with teacher Anna and also last class with her
learn a lot thing that we left behind about singing
the basic are really important
since my Basic are not steady at all
it really help a lot
thanks you so much teacher Anna
Excited that Chilla are coming back to our class this Saturday

after the farewell photo taking with teacher Anna
I decide to go Sungei wang and have a walk with Wei Yan and Chun mei
while heading to my car nothing happen
when get into my car
hmm where is the parking ticket???
we try to find inside the car and also inside my beg for more then 15 minute
at last the ticket are really lost

first in my mind was...
"OMG need to paid for the losing ticket, very expensive LEH!!!"
but who know my bright brain have an bad idea comes up
"How About Cheat On Them Said We come In By Touch And GO??"
Wa...brave right?wahaha
so i borrow wei yan "TAG"
and start our mission( mission of acting and lie-ing)
at first really feel scary
we try at P2 car park
then the person in charge there told us to go P1 and try again
really scary leh
luckily we pass through LOL
really exited when we get out from the car park
also feel guilty hahahaha

anyway after that we heading to sungei wang
really don know what happen to KL area that day
when we reach the road beside car park
it jam like hell
it like the car are not moving at all
we jam like 15 minute then found a parking place
(Luckily sungei wang are not full for parking =.=)

we went to 又一村 for our dinner
when i walk into it
i heard someone call my Name
then im searching for the voice
and i saw Michie and also Yeah!!BoySearch 2009 finalist there
there having celebration after competition there
have a little chat and said congratz to the champion
then straight away head for my seat
and concentrate on the menu
wahahahaha since we 3 are really hungry for that time

Finish out dinner chit chat awhile then head to Lowyat
cause chun mei wanted to buy some accessories such as headphone and mic
preparation for our demo section
but at last din get anything
just survey around

around 9:45pm we heading back home
they go back by them self and i drive myself home
after i paid my parking fees
feel so happy that finally can go back home
but who know
even the sungei wang car park are jam too
i wait more then 45minute to get out from sungei wang car park
really stupid...
sit inside the car for more then 45min just to get out from the car park
really have no idea what happen to sungei wang that day

reach home
sit infront of computer
suddenly feel NOT ENOUGHT AIR
AND my heart beats goes so fast
just scare of tomorrow(sunday) competition
really hard la that feeling
hope it not going to come again

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Sunday

Competition day
nothing special acctually
just extremely tired and luckily everything goes fine
for the comepetition
went back home suddenly faint on my bed HAHA
that all for that day
and thanks you so much for coming
BB Shin And QiQi!!
thanks you so much!!!
OK TRY my best for another round
i mean SEMI FINAL Are waiting for me!!
JIA YOU!!!

Eugene
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Things...

Lazy to write blog actually
but i consider it my diary
how could i lazy to write in my diary?
WAHAHA
but im still lazy about that lol

anyway
quite many thing happen this feww week?month?day?
whatever just recently

my uncle have hepatocirrhosis
it was a sudden
cause the uncle i mention
are who that very strong in our family
i mean he do a lot exercise and all that
he hide himself after he notice he get sick
din contact anyone of us
and so my grandma was very worry that time
when my brother found him
he look bad
cause his body extremely slim but tummy extremely big
we have no idea what happen at all
so my brother bring him to hospital that nearby our house
after the check up in that hospital
the doctor said my uncle has heart problem
is just a small thing no need to worry to much
this what the doctor told my mom or my brother
and the tummy are full of water
doctor said must wait till the water inside his tummy gone
only can start doing the operation

so my mom bring my uncle back to our house for rest
and wait for the water gone
but more then 5 or 1 week pass
my uncle tummy are still the same size
cannot see any differents even he taking pill from doctor
so my parent decide to go for another body check up for my uncle
at another hospital

the result of the check up was

my uncle have hepatocirrhosis
the doctor was worry about my uncle acctually
cause doctor said the result are very bad
and it not easy to get cure
even doing the operation
the percentage of recorver are not much
can said it very little
really scary that the previous hospital check up result
why there are two totally different result?
i really don know how my uncle will face next...
actually i don know what can i do
since nothing i can do
and i don know how to communicate with my uncle
that was the hard part
very very very hard
Hope everything will be ok
what can i do is just like that...Hope

Friday Morning around 7am
my mom will going to beijing for trip
just for relax
i hope that she will have fun there
and don worry about my uncle
i know is hard that my mom don worry about my uncle
another situation that i can do nothing
haiz...
T.T

Eugene
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Top12...

Another Post for the competition
that i mention last time

now i get in to top12
but Yean goes to Revival round
and Shin Hun have out
T.T

Yean Jia You on revival round!!!show them what you got!!!
Shin Hun Happy to group with you
hope everthing goes fine for you...jia you~

that day was quite scary
since it PK round
mean One On One PK
no one will know who challange who
this is fate
and my fate quite bad

I pk with someone that strong
Nicole
but luckily i get in to next round
really paiseh about that
i don think i pass acctually

anyway
next round are dance song
quite scare since i really cant count how long i din dance ady wahaha
.......

Eugene
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Top 16...

Now i'm so called Top16 for the competition
<>

unfortunately
i get into PK last week
feel abit shame of that HAHA
my team was the last team to sing our song for PK
and im the last one who sing

when they annouce that who are going out
and so who are going to top16
my team are the last team to announce also
at last me and my teammate goes in top16 together
accually i really not in happy mood
i don know why
i think is because some friends from the competition are going out

goes to PK really use a lot of stamina
feel of nervous b4 sing
feel of scare of the announcement
Wu...but lucky im past get in to top16

next week are PK round
mean individual PK round
1 vs 1
i hope im not going to choose those strong mate
and also my previous team mate

i realize that every sunday after the competition
i feel extremely tired
it really use a lot of stamina while in competition
maybe im not get use to it
hope everything will be fine lately

Eugene
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Remorseful & Angry...

when i look into mirror
i feel that nothing has change

what i mean is
my face still round
and din lost weight at all
how can i lost weight with healthy??

start from last week i start to diet
only eat once at afternoon
then at night don eat at all
or just drink a bowl of soup and also vege
and i do some exercise
but still nothing change
even my mom said im getting slim
but when i look into mirror
i feel the same

haiz
do i need to stop eating?
what should i do?
for me every time i eat now i feel guilty
SOB i hate that
haha fine
keep going don stop!!

one day i will see my result
Go Go Go!!!!

Eugene
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Just Stand Up...

Saw this video from Ben facebook wall
Like It So MUCH!!!

Just Stand UP!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1h52vnsQ00&feature=fvw

What A Happy Day...

Today my schedule was full
that why I'm happy
since i need to lose weight
so i join Pei Won Kin Siong Jessica Poli they all for badminton at afternoon
takki and Ah B join too
12:30-2:30

quite joyful for the section haha cause make a lot of fun while playing
the most funny is badminton 4 vs 4
haha do you try b4?
such a big group tournament for badminton
for those who standing at front
was dangerous
i know that feeling cause im standing in front
(worry that shuttlecock will hit my face wahaha)
sweaty after badminton
but i din bring another cloth for changing
so just go back with the fully sweat shirt
(Hope that i din smell bad...>.<)

after that
i ask kin siong to drive me home cause i got class at Halo forest at 3:30
but when i reach home already 3:30....
rush rush rush
and still they all waiting at up stair (My House La)
after i ready to go out
then rush to halo forest

when i just park in my car
then i realize that i din bring the fees
really OMGosh then i call Ben to ask can i bring after class
luckily they let me do that haha

today class replace by other Anna Teacher
cause Chilla was on leave for one month
and we learn a lot about song recording
not bad not bad
know more thing other then singing
cause we are running the Demo recording section
so teacher Anna let us know what should we behave for
how the recording process from beginning to release

P.S.teacher Anna quite dramatic Wahaha

after class i rush back home to take my first meal
(Ya i have my first meal for today around 7pm)
and also get fees from sis then rush back to halo for paying the fees
since they said they will face big problem if i don paid today
so arrogant haha
(I'm not mean Ben or Esther ok??just joke here~~haha)

then after my meal
shin hun com over my house for practise
she bring audience also
her sister haha
she gave a lot ideal for the songs haha thanks you so much

tomorrow are second show
for my young star search 2009
hope every things goes fine
hope me and shin hun not going to go for PK section
wishing wishing!!!

another happy moment...
when i go search for new KTV
i found out Amit song have new KTV!!!
彩虹 開門見山 靈魂的重量
wao I LIKE THESE SONG SO MUCH~!!!
Happy THAT IT release!!
(Acctually I Like all Tracks from Amit Album haha)

Praying For Tomorrow!!!
Jia You Everyone!!!

Eugene
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Final Decision + Lost Control...

Today morning around 11am
when to my new partner(Shin Hun) sister apartment
to practise our song for next round
i'm late again haha
since everytime i set the time for something
sure will be late
i'm get use to it ady
and so i think who close with me sure know about this
>.<

when i reach
I standing beside my car and search for Block C
unfortunately i cant see anything other then Block A & Block B
then i realize Block C are Block by Block A & Block B
(Talking Rubbish)

(Hmm issit "Block" for apartment Pronounce like that?)
(since i feel like I'm doing a tongue twister haha)
(But i think I'm Correct!!!)

(WAHAHAHAHAHA)

i wait Shin Hun to bring me up the apartment beside the pool
quite envy that got a such a big pool
since i keep searching some private swimming pool for myself WAHAHA

anyway out of topic
we start try on our song since i step in to the apartment
we keep searching for songs that we can try

*Searching Searching*
*Trying Trying*

OK!!!
Finally We have Decide What Song We Going To Sing For Next Round!!!
The Song Name IS.....!!!

再一次擁有
...................
.................................
.................................................
..............................................................

Lame Right?
Im talk shit so much hahahaha
at last pick 再一次擁有
haha

actually it my fault
my heart are not in the competition
really sorry shin hun
~sorry sorry sorry~
Hope everything goes fine

Then we when to eat McD
Ya you Right McD!!!
and i get a medium set of double cheese burger and a ala carte Fillet-O-Fish
that what i always eat if going to McD
you know what
that mean i solute 1600++ calories for that meal today

OMG!!!!
Feeling Guilty...>.<
After that when back to practise for awhile then when back home
and do exercise for lose calories!!!
and when out with kin fai to play badminton also
Hope that meal not going to make me become fatter~~
quite lost control...T.T

tomorrow going to melaka for recording
scare scare haha

Eugene
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Final...

The Final Song List

1:再一次拥有
2:不公平

will know the final decision tomorrow morning
God Bless

Eugene
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A Moody Period...

These day i feel quite moody
really don know what happen to myself
but i know im down

don know what the problem
don know the reason
just feel upsad

Yeah Im Psychotic


Eugene
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Top 20...Good Or Bad?

Today is the first round of My Young Star Search 2009 competition
so yesterday mid autumn night
me yean and also xiu ye zai desmond (don angry ya..haha)
celebrate together haha
cause we practice for our song for the first round

we practice till 2am yesterday
and we have some chit chat
cant said it alot but some
so i feel that we are closer
and also demond finally Open His Mind
haha

this morning i fetch yean and also demond to sungei wang together
so that we can be closer
then can sing better for the song
since we are a group!!!
haha

it happy that our group pass and din goes to pk today
but sad that we already separated and going to group with others
and also jian liang and yean feel like quiting the competition
if their quit actually will have a big effect for me
since i feel that their are good friend that hard to find
pls guys keep in touch

hope everything will be ok...

*WISHING*
Eugene
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Bad Luck...

I felt unhappy today while im reach midvalley mooncake kiosk
i have no idea what happen to me
just don feel to say anything
even a word
so i remain silent all the time until the kiosk is finally prepare for business

while my mood getting better
something happen again
the staff of mid valley that in charge of central court event
come over and talk to Wai Kin
said my trousers are fail and ask me to go back and change

uncle~~i have no mood to border your complain ok??
as what the manager said
we paid for the space why cant we do what we want to??
Lebih one lor them
always come over and said
"WA WHY SO DIRTY ONE"
"WA PLS KEEP CLEAN CAN?"
issit they lunch have extra full then nothing to do?
Shit them...

fine i feel like going back home after what that staff said
but unfortunately the manager don let
ask me to work as usual
Shit Him...
HAHA

i really don like him sometime
cause he make everyone at kiosk become moody
just like Ven(Supervisor) he suddenly will be moody and unhappy because of something
it was so so so scary that working for Tai Thong
Friends Pls Don Work With Tai Thong
it better go find a job at my mom restaurant
since the dish for worker are nicer and more healthy
cause i saw what they eating everyday acctually
it just like,if i eating those thing i will said
"Im Not Enough Protein!!!Not Full At All"

haiz
fine fine fine that not my problem
since i work till this friday afternoon only
then i really can get out from this bad situation
hate this job so much>.<

quite vexed this few days
vexed about another thing
what i mean is Singing
about that competition
scare to be out while first round
scare i make ppl out from first round
scare my group cannot work happily together
i hope everything fine

Desmond
Yean

i hope everything goes fine
sorry for making those trouble of no time for practice

and also vexed about the halo forest event
How it going to be...
wishing wishing
pls i need to pass my singing Pls

Eugene
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Long Time No Here...

Wa lao eh...

i din write here for nearly one month ady
and my english has become worst

recently im quite busy haha(again...)
cause im work as promoter for selling mooncake at midvalley central court
it been more then 20 days that i work for the mooncake kiosk
i selling Tai Thong(大同) mooncake
actually im not happy since working at this kiosk
cause the kiosk got alot of problem

at first got 3 promoter then at the end
Left One...(that me...haha)
the first problem is the salary
when i confirm with my friend that i want to work for selling mooncake
she told me RM96 per day
but when the second day i knew that they going to minus my break time from the salary
mean if i break 1 hours then my salary minus RM8
Shit Them!!!
but fine i said im going to work for it then im not going to stop at the middle
that not good for myself image issit??haha

second problem
those permanent staff told me that manager and vise.manager are not good
ya since i work more then 20 day
i feel the same way sometime
the manager will tell other the different thing that i said previously
even i din said anything he will said that I SAID THAT
what a "Good" manager is that...
Vise Manager still ok la...but sometime easy to angry...
i don like when she angry
cause there are no point for angry haha...

third problem is
I DON LIKE SOMEONE TO INSTRUCT ME DO THIS DO THAT
IT ANNOYING!!
i will done my work that i really need to do ok??
no need to INSTRUCT me...
i hate people who instruct me to do anything

4 day left then im not going to work as promoter ady
quite happy but i really don know what to do next...
just back to normal life at home and go to halo forest

let see...
about the halo forest class
our event preparation are sucks
every of us only practice once for every song
then my group din practice the group songs also
how we going to performs since there are not enough practice with the band?
hope the date will change and give us more time to prepare for it

My Young Star Search 2009

this is the name of the singing competition that i join recently
it a long competition start from oct to dec...
issit long enough? haiz...

the first round it a group performance
i same group with desmond and Yean

Me Yean And Desmond

Me And Desmond (Some of the ppl said we two look alike...Issit?LOL)

we doing advertisement last saturday at SungeiWang Ground Floor
we sing Lee Hom Songs <<另一個天堂>>(Another Heaven??HAHAHA)
someone said our summation tone are very nice
but barely heard yean when i doing summation for her...
so i spoil the songs...haiz...
and we have no time for practice because of me...
actually i feel extremely sorry for them
cause i din have time got practice because of mooncake
Haiz...Sorry

Someone take this from upstairs lol but i don know who....

I like this so much cause im leng zai on this haha...>.<

Hope this sunday everything goes fine
hope we 3 have no anyone will been kick

PLS...WISHING...

Eugene
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A Week...

Last week
i been so busy for something

1st: singing competition

2nd:Submission for going to taiwan study

3rd:Going out with friends...(HAHAHA)

these 3 thing are not easy to do when it comes together at the same time

one day Joey and Meili ask me to go join them at IOI redbox
b4 i going to join them
actually i was busy for going back to my secondary school
and also helping my mom restaurant
cause my mom restaurant need someone to deliver for those food
so i need to replace my sister place at restaurant

after that
i rush to pass up those document needed for applying for taiwan study
cause the expired date on 31th of August
that why i need to rush for those submission
another problem is
i need to get my from 3 until form 5 result for the submission
anyway at last i get the result already
and also pass up all the document needed
finally finish

about the singing contest
i got champion for that
this the first time i get first place
but im not so happy with my performance
since i din done the best i have
but thanks for the judge that confirm my performance

when going out with friends
i bought alot new Tee
those Tee are very very nice
i love it so much

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Eugene

Another Happy Bad Luck Day

Yesterday night i 3 8 3 8 asking around who wanted to go out for Shop
the first person i ask was Yimun
then second Kelly
the third one Kin Seong and i force him to go (that what he said)

The bad luck start
plan to drive my sister car to go Sunway pyramid
when i woke up i cant see my sister car around
so that i drive Myvi
everything was fine on the road
i fetch Kelly After fetch kin seong
we pass through the 1st "BLOCK"
and when to fetch Yimun
when we heading Sunway pyramid with Myvi
we met another "BLOCK"
unfortunately the polis stop me and ask for my IC and also license
i thought it going to be fine and no worry about that
whose know he Ask "Mana Road Tax Baru Awak"
sure that i point to the road tax
then the polis said "Itu sudah expired"

then that polis said "now im gonna give you a duty slip then"
"i will take away your car"
"so you call your mom to come over and take you back"
then he ask me how to go back home
i Extremely LC and said
"TAKE TAXI~ABO THEN?"
then he go around my car and take down all the information
after he come back to me and said
"Now i give you a chance and you drive this car back home"
"cause i see the whether are hot Pity you"

(I think he wanted to scare me and said will take away my car)
(So that i will give him so money to let me go)
(But you are wrong , im not scare about you)
(FXXK OFF UNCLE)
(maybe i said maybe you are really kind as Kin Seong said)
(But i cant agree for 100%)
(SORRY LOR UNCLE)
(If you really the kind one)

After that we when to sunway pyramid straight away
we walk for 20 minute with my extremely hungry tummy T.T
cause don know what to eat
at last we decide to go Gasoline for lunch

b4 went in Gasoline Chun mei Call have come
and tell me chilla said need another CD that different format
Mafan-NYA

some chit chat on when we having lunch
after that we go meet up with Zeann another primary school mate
he make me feel like another UNCLE haha
too mature ady too serious ady
not fun at all since i don know what to chat with him with his look haha
(HAHA be childish ABIT LA!!!IT fun then be Mature)
then we meet up with Gong Jia Wei
(LOL Kin Seong almost wear the same cloth as him LOLOLLOL)

then we when to popular and Gong jia wei go for lunch by himself
when we reach Popular suddenly someone BANG one me
then i realize that Kin Fai

b4 we go to popular we bought Movie ticket
we watch <<大内密探灵灵狗>>

actually that movie are not so good
just some part are funny and too nonsense
we saw He Wen Yi b4 going into the cinema
(She LC haha cause she pretend that din saw us)
(since kin seong said she saw him...swt)

we when back home after the movie
because of the experience just now
i ask kin seong to drive my car HAHA
really tired
don know why this few day i easy to feel tired
and feels like uncomfortable like going to sick

Anyway
we met a lot of primary school mate today
the feeling are quite funny and fun
looking forward for the year end gathering lol

tomorrow going to Subang neway singK with Chu Ying
miss her so much since ASQ audition
we din really meet up
exited!!!

*Eugene*
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What i need...

The thing i need is

improve my singing skill
improve my dancing skill
learn instrument
to be confident
work as cafe singer *Wishing*
to be useful
to be patient about everything
to be good
learn to forgive
learn to work hard
Think about my future
hard work for my future

Hope i can done what i want

*Eugene*
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