27 Oct 2009...

Saturday
As usual have class at halo forest
still with teacher Anna and also last class with her
learn a lot thing that we left behind about singing
the basic are really important
since my Basic are not steady at all
it really help a lot
thanks you so much teacher Anna
Excited that Chilla are coming back to our class this Saturday

after the farewell photo taking with teacher Anna
I decide to go Sungei wang and have a walk with Wei Yan and Chun mei
while heading to my car nothing happen
when get into my car
hmm where is the parking ticket???
we try to find inside the car and also inside my beg for more then 15 minute
at last the ticket are really lost

first in my mind was...
"OMG need to paid for the losing ticket, very expensive LEH!!!"
but who know my bright brain have an bad idea comes up
"How About Cheat On Them Said We come In By Touch And GO??"
Wa...brave right?wahaha
so i borrow wei yan "TAG"
and start our mission( mission of acting and lie-ing)
at first really feel scary
we try at P2 car park
then the person in charge there told us to go P1 and try again
really scary leh
luckily we pass through LOL
really exited when we get out from the car park
also feel guilty hahahaha

anyway after that we heading to sungei wang
really don know what happen to KL area that day
when we reach the road beside car park
it jam like hell
it like the car are not moving at all
we jam like 15 minute then found a parking place
(Luckily sungei wang are not full for parking =.=)

we went to 又一村 for our dinner
when i walk into it
i heard someone call my Name
then im searching for the voice
and i saw Michie and also Yeah!!BoySearch 2009 finalist there
there having celebration after competition there
have a little chat and said congratz to the champion
then straight away head for my seat
and concentrate on the menu
wahahahaha since we 3 are really hungry for that time

Finish out dinner chit chat awhile then head to Lowyat
cause chun mei wanted to buy some accessories such as headphone and mic
preparation for our demo section
but at last din get anything
just survey around

around 9:45pm we heading back home
they go back by them self and i drive myself home
after i paid my parking fees
feel so happy that finally can go back home
but who know
even the sungei wang car park are jam too
i wait more then 45minute to get out from sungei wang car park
really stupid...
sit inside the car for more then 45min just to get out from the car park
really have no idea what happen to sungei wang that day

reach home
sit infront of computer
suddenly feel NOT ENOUGHT AIR
AND my heart beats goes so fast
just scare of tomorrow(sunday) competition
really hard la that feeling
hope it not going to come again

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Sunday

Competition day
nothing special acctually
just extremely tired and luckily everything goes fine
for the comepetition
went back home suddenly faint on my bed HAHA
that all for that day
and thanks you so much for coming
BB Shin And QiQi!!
thanks you so much!!!
OK TRY my best for another round
i mean SEMI FINAL Are waiting for me!!
JIA YOU!!!

Eugene
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Things...

Lazy to write blog actually
but i consider it my diary
how could i lazy to write in my diary?
WAHAHA
but im still lazy about that lol

anyway
quite many thing happen this feww week?month?day?
whatever just recently

my uncle have hepatocirrhosis
it was a sudden
cause the uncle i mention
are who that very strong in our family
i mean he do a lot exercise and all that
he hide himself after he notice he get sick
din contact anyone of us
and so my grandma was very worry that time
when my brother found him
he look bad
cause his body extremely slim but tummy extremely big
we have no idea what happen at all
so my brother bring him to hospital that nearby our house
after the check up in that hospital
the doctor said my uncle has heart problem
is just a small thing no need to worry to much
this what the doctor told my mom or my brother
and the tummy are full of water
doctor said must wait till the water inside his tummy gone
only can start doing the operation

so my mom bring my uncle back to our house for rest
and wait for the water gone
but more then 5 or 1 week pass
my uncle tummy are still the same size
cannot see any differents even he taking pill from doctor
so my parent decide to go for another body check up for my uncle
at another hospital

the result of the check up was

my uncle have hepatocirrhosis
the doctor was worry about my uncle acctually
cause doctor said the result are very bad
and it not easy to get cure
even doing the operation
the percentage of recorver are not much
can said it very little
really scary that the previous hospital check up result
why there are two totally different result?
i really don know how my uncle will face next...
actually i don know what can i do
since nothing i can do
and i don know how to communicate with my uncle
that was the hard part
very very very hard
Hope everything will be ok
what can i do is just like that...Hope

Friday Morning around 7am
my mom will going to beijing for trip
just for relax
i hope that she will have fun there
and don worry about my uncle
i know is hard that my mom don worry about my uncle
another situation that i can do nothing
haiz...
T.T

Eugene
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Top12...

Another Post for the competition
that i mention last time

now i get in to top12
but Yean goes to Revival round
and Shin Hun have out
T.T

Yean Jia You on revival round!!!show them what you got!!!
Shin Hun Happy to group with you
hope everthing goes fine for you...jia you~

that day was quite scary
since it PK round
mean One On One PK
no one will know who challange who
this is fate
and my fate quite bad

I pk with someone that strong
Nicole
but luckily i get in to next round
really paiseh about that
i don think i pass acctually

anyway
next round are dance song
quite scare since i really cant count how long i din dance ady wahaha
.......

Eugene
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Top 16...

Now i'm so called Top16 for the competition
<>

unfortunately
i get into PK last week
feel abit shame of that HAHA
my team was the last team to sing our song for PK
and im the last one who sing

when they annouce that who are going out
and so who are going to top16
my team are the last team to announce also
at last me and my teammate goes in top16 together
accually i really not in happy mood
i don know why
i think is because some friends from the competition are going out

goes to PK really use a lot of stamina
feel of nervous b4 sing
feel of scare of the announcement
Wu...but lucky im past get in to top16

next week are PK round
mean individual PK round
1 vs 1
i hope im not going to choose those strong mate
and also my previous team mate

i realize that every sunday after the competition
i feel extremely tired
it really use a lot of stamina while in competition
maybe im not get use to it
hope everything will be fine lately

Eugene
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Remorseful & Angry...

when i look into mirror
i feel that nothing has change

what i mean is
my face still round
and din lost weight at all
how can i lost weight with healthy??

start from last week i start to diet
only eat once at afternoon
then at night don eat at all
or just drink a bowl of soup and also vege
and i do some exercise
but still nothing change
even my mom said im getting slim
but when i look into mirror
i feel the same

haiz
do i need to stop eating?
what should i do?
for me every time i eat now i feel guilty
SOB i hate that
haha fine
keep going don stop!!

one day i will see my result
Go Go Go!!!!

Eugene
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Just Stand Up...

Saw this video from Ben facebook wall
Like It So MUCH!!!

Just Stand UP!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1h52vnsQ00&feature=fvw

What A Happy Day...

Today my schedule was full
that why I'm happy
since i need to lose weight
so i join Pei Won Kin Siong Jessica Poli they all for badminton at afternoon
takki and Ah B join too
12:30-2:30

quite joyful for the section haha cause make a lot of fun while playing
the most funny is badminton 4 vs 4
haha do you try b4?
such a big group tournament for badminton
for those who standing at front
was dangerous
i know that feeling cause im standing in front
(worry that shuttlecock will hit my face wahaha)
sweaty after badminton
but i din bring another cloth for changing
so just go back with the fully sweat shirt
(Hope that i din smell bad...>.<)

after that
i ask kin siong to drive me home cause i got class at Halo forest at 3:30
but when i reach home already 3:30....
rush rush rush
and still they all waiting at up stair (My House La)
after i ready to go out
then rush to halo forest

when i just park in my car
then i realize that i din bring the fees
really OMGosh then i call Ben to ask can i bring after class
luckily they let me do that haha

today class replace by other Anna Teacher
cause Chilla was on leave for one month
and we learn a lot about song recording
not bad not bad
know more thing other then singing
cause we are running the Demo recording section
so teacher Anna let us know what should we behave for
how the recording process from beginning to release

P.S.teacher Anna quite dramatic Wahaha

after class i rush back home to take my first meal
(Ya i have my first meal for today around 7pm)
and also get fees from sis then rush back to halo for paying the fees
since they said they will face big problem if i don paid today
so arrogant haha
(I'm not mean Ben or Esther ok??just joke here~~haha)

then after my meal
shin hun com over my house for practise
she bring audience also
her sister haha
she gave a lot ideal for the songs haha thanks you so much

tomorrow are second show
for my young star search 2009
hope every things goes fine
hope me and shin hun not going to go for PK section
wishing wishing!!!

another happy moment...
when i go search for new KTV
i found out Amit song have new KTV!!!
彩虹 開門見山 靈魂的重量
wao I LIKE THESE SONG SO MUCH~!!!
Happy THAT IT release!!
(Acctually I Like all Tracks from Amit Album haha)

Praying For Tomorrow!!!
Jia You Everyone!!!

Eugene
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Final Decision + Lost Control...

Today morning around 11am
when to my new partner(Shin Hun) sister apartment
to practise our song for next round
i'm late again haha
since everytime i set the time for something
sure will be late
i'm get use to it ady
and so i think who close with me sure know about this
>.<

when i reach
I standing beside my car and search for Block C
unfortunately i cant see anything other then Block A & Block B
then i realize Block C are Block by Block A & Block B
(Talking Rubbish)

(Hmm issit "Block" for apartment Pronounce like that?)
(since i feel like I'm doing a tongue twister haha)
(But i think I'm Correct!!!)

(WAHAHAHAHAHA)

i wait Shin Hun to bring me up the apartment beside the pool
quite envy that got a such a big pool
since i keep searching some private swimming pool for myself WAHAHA

anyway out of topic
we start try on our song since i step in to the apartment
we keep searching for songs that we can try

*Searching Searching*
*Trying Trying*

OK!!!
Finally We have Decide What Song We Going To Sing For Next Round!!!
The Song Name IS.....!!!

再一次擁有
...................
.................................
.................................................
..............................................................

Lame Right?
Im talk shit so much hahahaha
at last pick 再一次擁有
haha

actually it my fault
my heart are not in the competition
really sorry shin hun
~sorry sorry sorry~
Hope everything goes fine

Then we when to eat McD
Ya you Right McD!!!
and i get a medium set of double cheese burger and a ala carte Fillet-O-Fish
that what i always eat if going to McD
you know what
that mean i solute 1600++ calories for that meal today

OMG!!!!
Feeling Guilty...>.<
After that when back to practise for awhile then when back home
and do exercise for lose calories!!!
and when out with kin fai to play badminton also
Hope that meal not going to make me become fatter~~
quite lost control...T.T

tomorrow going to melaka for recording
scare scare haha

Eugene
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Final...

The Final Song List

1:再一次拥有
2:不公平

will know the final decision tomorrow morning
God Bless

Eugene
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A Moody Period...

These day i feel quite moody
really don know what happen to myself
but i know im down

don know what the problem
don know the reason
just feel upsad

Yeah Im Psychotic


Eugene
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Top 20...Good Or Bad?

Today is the first round of My Young Star Search 2009 competition
so yesterday mid autumn night
me yean and also xiu ye zai desmond (don angry ya..haha)
celebrate together haha
cause we practice for our song for the first round

we practice till 2am yesterday
and we have some chit chat
cant said it alot but some
so i feel that we are closer
and also demond finally Open His Mind
haha

this morning i fetch yean and also demond to sungei wang together
so that we can be closer
then can sing better for the song
since we are a group!!!
haha

it happy that our group pass and din goes to pk today
but sad that we already separated and going to group with others
and also jian liang and yean feel like quiting the competition
if their quit actually will have a big effect for me
since i feel that their are good friend that hard to find
pls guys keep in touch

hope everything will be ok...

*WISHING*
Eugene
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